What am I?

On Valentine's Day, Yoite gives out two gifts.

For Miharu - The bear is big enough to take up about a quarter of the bed they share. And when the stupid little heart is pushed? That bear comes right out and says "I love you". This rather ridiculous present comes along with an invitation for a date to the Valentine's Festival.

Break, on the other hand, gets a book. The cover has a rather predictable title - "Stories of Love and Lust" - and it could easily be any other book that the two have read together. However, in the front of this particular book, there are several tucked-in pages of carefully typed text, an added story at the beginning.

( That story is here. - intersex mirror self-gazing under the cut )

General
Backtagging: Always!
Threadhopping: Ask first if it's a serious conversation, and please wait for my character to react, don't threadhop and then keep going.
Injuring my character: Minor injuries are fine, please ask for anything serious!
Killing my character: I'm up for a death plot at some point, but let's talk about it!
Using telepathy on my character: Sure, but it'll freak Yoite the hell out if he finds out about it. He's quite protective of his dark secrets. The inside of his mind is filled with things like death and his own insecurity over who (or what) he really is. Contact me for more info!

Romance/Sexual
Things you'd like to explore: I really want to write Yoite coming to terms with his physical body. Someone to help him along with that would be awesome, but they would need to be quite patient and willing to work with him on details. I am interested in playing sex with this character, but only in his own good time.
Things you do not want/are not comfortable with: Not into waste products? Nothing where consent would be in question.
Anything in between that you feel needs mentioning: Keep in mind that this character is intersex, and I will be playing him as such, for smut as well as plot.
Feelings on fade to black: As long as it's not a very important moment in the character's sexual development, it's fine.